Day Seventy Five

Wow, two whole months gone since I last wrote, that's discouraging (for the lack of consistent writing) and exciting (for the day drawing closer to my big transition.)

Speaking of transitions, this one has me both excited and nervous...  I'm confident that everything is going to be awesome and work out great, but that little voice in the background is totally freaking out at the possibility that it won't.  I realized it when everyone was pissing me off by raising doubts about my plans-  it was because the fear was telling me they might be right, and I was reacting out of emotion, and that part of me that thinks I'm not good enough, rather than that part that knows I'm more than capable.

197 days to go!