It's still hard for me to hear some of the stuff you say about your
feelings for him. Or rather, it feels like you have feelings for every
man in your life except me. I know it really boils down to wanting you
to
feel for me something that you don't, and can't since I'm not actually
physically in your life- I'm just some text on the screen that you can
delete, close, or log off and walk away. I feel like I'm not real. To
be honest with myself, you may never feel what I thought you did,
really.
I have no control over anyone or anything except myself,
and I am responsible for my own feelings. I think that's one of the
lessons I really need to learn. When it comes to relationships, I need
to
make sure that I keep control of myself and not relinquish it to someone
else- not give someone else the power to shape what I feel.
Yeah, good luck with that.
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